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About Me Member Deviously Deviant tormentedsunshineFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Alone with Soup

Sat Apr 17, 2004, 3:54 PM
Im sitting at my kitchen table thinking about school on monday. god how i hate that place. how they mock me! My mom made me some tomato soup. My mom who thinks I have friends. Well I guess I do, in a way, they don't go to my school. I have friends from my acting school who understand me and friends from my middle school. High school is a fucking nightmare - all it is is partying and gossip. No one takes anything seriously. It's impossible to have an intellectual conversation with anyone, no one has read Dante! Or Shakespeare! Or Sylvia Plath! People make fun of me for being such a serious actress, but it is who I am. Other people in my drama class at school don't like the teacher, they think they're better at acting then me. Who went to acting school? I did! God I really WANT A BOYFRIEND! There is this one guy...Eddie Prentice...he's soooo hot and hes a really good actor. We're friends but I'm not sure he thinks of me in that way yet, but we'll see. My bestest friend Jackie thinks I should try to hook up with him but I'm not a hoe...not that hooking up is hoeish but I'm just afraid he'll reject me. I've been rejected my whole life. I guess you could say - I'm a reject.

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:iconlunaemalorum:
Hello Auri~
Yes, we do seem extremely similar, it's alomst eerie. Almost. I know what you mean about your friends, your school mates. Everyone seems so immature, and the conversations are meaningless, you can barely stand to sit near them, barely be able to stand near enough to hear them. At least that is how it is for me. I used to want a boyfriend or girlfriend, but now... I realize that that would be too much for me, and that it would drive me nuts. i have enough commitments already, why take on the hardest of them all? (And yes, I said boyfriend or girlfriend- I'm bi.)
got to go to school, hope to hear from you soon!

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~Lunae Malorum~
:icontormentedsunshine:
hey everyone
finally a place to release my thoughts and emotions. somtimes i feel like im in the middle of a field and im screaming and nobody hears me, all too absorbed in their labels and their titles. even people i thought were cool, people i thought could be my friends (i started at a new school this year, im a high school freshman) well, they turned on me too. i hope you guys can be my friends, im a very nice person really. and maybe even comment on my poetry! i've never had anyone do that before. anyway ill write more later, im inspired at the moment...

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